Loving Pain

I thought this would be easy
That it wouldn't hurt this bad
But my heart resonates with pain
Because you're not coming back

Many years have been spent here
Now it's time to "move on in life"
But this moving hurts so much
And there's nothing I can do about it

We talked about our relationship
Said we're nothing more than friends
But the longer it is before I see you
The harder it is for me to believe it

I have given myself to you too soon
And now I am trapped within emotion
The same thing I tell others to avoid
I have fallen into with your touch

Your strong hugs are desireable
You voice calms my nerves
The way you breathe and even smell
Causes me to breathe deeply too

I don't understand what is happening
For I am "too young" according to the world
To know what love feels like
Much less find it already

But maybe I did not find love
What if love found me?
What if all of this fell to me
Without my doing anything?

We were obviously led to each other
But for what reason I do not know
What I do know, is that you are honest
And that my heart misses you deeply.