Dead inside
living over and over
the pain
the love
the loss
stuck in a cyclone
twisting
away away away from you
coming back to life
only to fall back
down
down
down into you
dying more and more
each time
living in terror of the pain to come
the life without
the alone
so alone
so scared
and tired
missing
always missing
words come back
back to whisper
hope
lonely
lonely hope
Author notes
I am so confused and alone, why cant I just give up and let go
