Yesterday Never Leaves

They say everything
Will come to pass,
They say time will heal
But yesterday seems to stay with me,
The scar that runs deep inside
From yesterday's knife,
I am still carrying it with me
I still have it today,
I am not dying,
I am just bleeding,
I am just suffering.

Which is worse?
To die or not to die?
Yesterday is living in my heart,
Yesterday is not going to change
A thing
Even when today is a new day.

They say you're going to be alright,
They say you'd recover overnight,
I don't feel a part of me being cured,
I feel each body part of me hurt and sliced,
I wish yesterday didn't come,
Traumatised and petrified I am today,
What happened yesterday
Struck me so bad,
I can't let it go
No matter how many apologies
Were said,
I know I am wicked or whatever,
The wound that's been opened
Will be on this body for a year or longer,
I can't drop it,
I can't stop thinking of it...