Him

Why does she have to rub it in?
The love in which she possesses and I don’t?

It’s eating me alive
And I’m suffering as I think of the one that makes my heart jump
For only a moment...

I know that he will only be there; far away
And nothing will come from it
Nothing more than the memories

No more love
No more passion
No more nights under the stars
Gazing into each others souls
Letting the loves kiss succeed in all harmony and dreams enfold
As our sweet breathes and sighs caress our skin
And our smooth lips touch

Never more and again
And it saddens me whenever my thoughts go back to him
I only cry and have flashbacks starting from the first day I saw him

His glistening eyes
His hard body and confident character
His rough gentle touch upon my skin...

But the days go on
And the sun still shines
As I try to get by every day
Trying to get over it

I don’t long for anyone still to this day
No other man I want to be with than he

I still curl my body in a ball as I sleep
And sob the nights away
Dreaming of
HIM