She's not sure how it came to this
or why she's there again.
The hungers too familiar
and her eyes are leaking tears
she has no reason to cry.
Are they asking her to stop breathing?
or just be like the rest?
Her body can't take too much today
[it's been days since she's found
any satisfaction in eating]
Hunger feels normal
this has got to die;has got to stop
she's got to lie down now
[I'm collapsing]
Her hip bones are beginning to show
as he runs his hands over them ominously.
He's starting to notice as she does
[but he can't see how faintly weak she's becoming]
But she calls it the infamous
stress reliever symptoms
She's ready to break down in defeat
but she pushes herself
through another day of starvation.
Three days isn't enough anymore
she wants to keep adding dates
[while subtracting the weight
that's never really been there]
She watns to be the
.picture-x-perfect-x-body-x-mold.
She won't be pretty enough
inless she's just like them
She's drowning herself in yellow[candy]pills
to forget what hunger means.
She's walking perfectly mesmerized
[thses feelings are unpredictable anyway]
She's daring herself to admit
what she already knows
She's daring him to find what he can't yet see.
[maybe this isn't meant to be understood]
But she's suffocating on the pain
spouting absolute nonsense
[excuses as to why she does this to herself]
as she gently falls to pieces
Her body has become to frail
to go through a normal day
Her headaches are never ending now
[say goodbye now]
She can't take life any longer
5-4-08
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Author notes
I used the words:
Candy
Nonsense
Unpredictable
Ominous
Infamous
let me know what you think.
♥©
WishMeAway--x
A contest entry
- Anything goes 2 ♥ --READ THE TWO RULES. by She Stole My Voice.
300 points, ended May 15, 2008, 8 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Comments
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wow Mollie Mollie.... i already told you that i loved this, but after reading it again... wow. you are amazing, baby.
this poem makes me really sad, but really... what can either of us really say?
i love you! -
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thank you sweetie.
idk, i figured it'd make sense to you since you and i always seem to have the same problems anyway.
i love you
♥
[always]]
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We don't know each other...
But...you have a talent here...don't waste it on some guy...I mean that....think about it...this "chad" who ever he is, is a game player.....Find someone to play by your rules...everyone deserves to be loved by someone with out everyday fighting.....It took me awhile to let go of my first....and second...but you deserve better.....look at all these beautiful young ladies (yourself included) that love you!!
Someday you will remember these words: he ain't worth it!
Take care sweetie! Best wishes in the contest!
Write on and on and on....it's what life is all about..
maybe time for a new chapter in yours?
*PEACE*
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why...thank you.
im really happy you liked it.
and maybe i do deserve better...but i do love him. i have for two years...and we finally made it right again.
and maybe in the long run, he isn't worth it...but right now, he is.
i'll start a new chapter soon, but im still finishing this one.
thanks though. Im really happy you liked it.
♥
[always]
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Hey sweetie are you doing okay?? I hope everything is okay. I am still here for you even if you need to talk to me about chad I will listen dont worry.
this was simply amazing by the way!
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I'm doing okay. really i am.
it's just some things i have to work out on my own.
i know you'll still be here...i just dont really talk to people about my problems much anymore. it only gets you in trouble and way too much drama. But the help yesterday was nice. so thanks.
but i'll still come to you.♥
thanks for the comment my dear.
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Anytime sweetie Im just looking out for you. And I tottaly understand about the whole to much drama and trouble especially with our situtation ya kno!!
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Babydoll, I hope your eating... I thought we both got through that...
Talk to me, I miss you.
and I'll love you forever.
This was amazing baby, just eat
[♥...Forever]
like glitter&&glue
♥
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No, im not eating...hardly if ever at least...idk, i dont see any reason to do it.
i miss you too.
chad and i got into it last night...idk if we're still together.
i knew it would hurt like last time.
im not feeling that great.
i love you.
♥
like glitter&&glue -
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I see reason for it. Problems come from not eating.... I think I have every single one of them =/
I'm sowie sweetie, was it another big arguement?
*hugs*
I love you.
♥
like glitter&&glue
♥
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well thanx for destroying my chance at a trophy!
this is simply.. amazing
♥
I love it, & i can relate -
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well thank you.
im so very happy you like it.
and im sure i didn't ruin your chance at a trophy.
i read yours too and love it.
♥
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"She watns to be the
.picture-x-perfect-x-body-x-mold.
She won't be pretty enough
inless she's just like them"
wants and unless.
:]
Takes me back to dirty pretty.
ily ♥
~Princess of Shadows~ -
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lol. i guess i didn't notice when i wrote it how much it looks like dirty pretty.
hopefully that doesn't ruin it. lol.
im happy you liked it.
happy judging babe.
♥lovelove.
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