Lonley as hell
A little too fucked up to tell
that I've been in deep shit my whole life
I realize now that the only happiness I had
was along side you in a town full of fucked up assholes
Back then the world was against us, on the 13th of August
We were the only crew
we had, was us two
Just you and me
You remember when I had a crush on you,
it never faded with time like the others
Fuck the other bitches, it was the best when we were together
What I wouldnt give to see you again
What I wouldnt give to see you back at your place
What I wouldnt give to see you smash that piece of your dads birthday cake in my face
I wanna see you again, but I keep asking myself "how?"
Every memory of us, terrible or even horrible
Would be better than what my life is right now
Stupid ass people wont leave me alone
and people who seem to care only stay for the company
Fuck all you traitors, I'll kill you in your fucking sleep
Its amazing how fast our group got split in two or rather four
I always seem to play the blame game..but I dont give a shit anymore
I just want us together again for old times sake.
Author notes
"Jaded" one of my true best friends on AP and one whom I still kinda have contact with. Alot of memory goes with her and a group of my friends. But all that was lost, about 4 almost 5 years ago...I miss it.
(the 13th of August means nothing I just added that for dramatic effect)
Please tell me what you think
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I could really feel what you were feeling when you wrote this.
Great job, I really love the kind of form this is written in--very similar to the way I write.
It's honest, and that's what's important.
Keep on writing, I'll keep on reading.
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Very nice, as usual.
I can always feel your emotions, and it is a very nice touch.
I wish that you could write happily. <3
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