I only asked you to help me.
I only asked you to be my friend.
Why couldn't you have said it nicer?
Why couldn't you have tried not to hurt me?
I just asked a simple question
And the answer i got back
Caused me to get angry
Because I thought you said it in a mean way.
I just wanted to be your friend
And get some help with music.
But I can't even get that
Because you hate me.
When the conversation was done,
My tears fell into my lap.
I was cold and shaking
Almost seething with anger.
The last time I had a fight
With someone other than my sister
Was too long ago to remember.
You weren't even a friend.
I am sad that it had to end this way,
Sad that we couldn't have been friends.
Life isn't fair and as you say,
"Real life sucks"
I'm the last person you should say that too,
Because I already know.
I already know the pain from loss
And the pain from love.
I've experienced things
No 14 year old should.
Not this early,
Not ever.
You hurt me,
But I won't admit it to you.
You wouldn't say anything,
Just say "that's nice" and move on.
My tears of hurt fell on my lap,
And that was only today.
Who knows what tomorrow will bring
Especially when I see you again.
This conversation wasn't meant to be a fight.
I didn't text you just to say those things.
I wanted to ask you a question.
And all it did was start the fight.

I really appreciate the comment. I'm glad your taking my side on this - I usually ignore this kid, but I guess he hates me enough to pick a fight about something small. lol
thanks again!

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