Let’s ponder this absence of sunlight
When I don't jump so hard anymore
To find that certain acceleration
That certain floor
And the abrasion beyond my skin
Into the fine impression of my souls door
Flittering in the wind
Until it is no more
Let your mind out
Let it creep into the wounds of my intentions
And heal
All that a suffrage this much ignored
Can reveal
Rage wasn't courageous enough
Hopeless until today
Bottled yes, but not shook up
Clumsy in its grace
I don't know what casual is anymore
It's just enough to keep me from screaming
Behind locked surfaces, reinforced
There’s a hesitation of the rainy seasons
Between me building barriers
Or finding something to say
And it's
You, you, you, you
As far as I can see,
Or as far as I've ever wanted to
Oh, I am repulsed
By the fact of a seething hole
Infecting more than what a bullet shows
And I don't want to be perfect
I just want to be a little bold
With that said
And your eyes be-wed to mine
In these years
I may or may not find
Hoping you reappear
Near my window
And if you do,
I'll find a way to reply
Undressing these thoughts
I bled a little in the remainders
And tore off a lot of the quiet fabrics
Until they were worn down into nothing
Nothing but repeated prayers
And that was the day,
I told to myself
That was the day
I'd think of nothing else...
Author notes
I wonder what my poetry sounds like to other people.
LOL!
I wonder if I sound obsessed or something...hahah.
Naaah psfffsh not me...neveeerr!
No sarcasm intended...
Because grace is clumsy...:P ...ehhh...
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No, you don't sound obsessed
You sound intelligent and clever...you make people think about what you are saying and why..what it means, and it's so fascinating to read! Rage is clumsy in its grace...very original and thought provoking as each line you write tends to be...I always love how your poems start out, as though an invitation to your current thoughts...it leaves me intrigued!
♥
Hope you are good and well girl, behaving and all that jazz
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HAHAHA! Oh boy. lol! (sorry its hard to explain what I'm finding humorous at the moment maybe it'll hit me in a second.)
LOL. (dang i did it again.) ANYYYWAYSSS...Thankyou. It's good to know that I'm not an obsessed mentally ill freak (I'm not i swear) And I'm glad you liked it. As I always am heehee. Half the time I have to wonder about what I'm saying and why lol!!! It makes me proud that you think about it though. LOL.
YES. I am doing really really really extremely well.
Things are looking up big time. I'm suprised theres not an angel knocking on my door saying "Yo. I got this." Hahahahaaha! Cause angels are cool like that of course...psh...And I'm behaving...I guuuessss.
HAHA.
But I'm pretty much in shock mode right now of life. I look around and I'm like..WOW. THE WORLD IS SO SHINY!
er. anyways. LOL. THANKYOU IT REALLY MEANS ALOT MY FRIEND!! REALLY REALLY!
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