Stung

Imbalanced, forgotten about.

Shlup

I am a woman with a mind that contains ideas.
I have emotions, someone told me to share.
I believe the earth will keep on rolling when we die
I believe what walks after are ghosts and memories.

Are you listening?

You left me. You left me.

You said it now, go away girl, you're gone.
You said it with such played apathy

And your face is a brick wall
You have the right to remain silent and I have the ride to choose not to hear

You messed it up so run with it.

                      I love you boy, I really do.
                      I did everything I did to protect you
                      When I hurt you it was because I had to
                                    watching you leave, hoping you'll stay




          When did  I




become


                                                    nothing









You stand in front of me like it's as simple as it for you to talk again.
I hide the sting
I hide the cuts under shirts
Hows the life? Does he still wear those awful clothes?
Remember when? When you say we end forever, this is no remember when
the memories are  nothing but immagination. Learn your place in this tricky emotional battle.


Lash out
Tried to tell him
Lash out.

In bed, my world is toasty, the dreams keep coming down

Sigh
His voice
Disregarding  my thoughts, my only words.


I curl up
Head in the pillow, the cotton embracing me.
all the memories
tearing up, slide out, wet, soft,
hidden in the pillow

I can see his face, see her pain.
"It's all your fault. You've gotta let it play safe."

Words that changed, catalysts.


No get out of my life.