I try to befriend the people that could impact my life,
instead it is causing me a lot of strife.
I try to be the good one that one sees,
yet people keep looking at me as if I'm a tease.
I open my heart to ones who I want to let in,
yet no one tries to see where I've been.
Desiring friendship that lasts a life time,
one who will listen and never criticise what is mine.
People never take me seriously for who I am,
a joke, a tease, one who listens and is there.
Who is there for me?
Am I not great enough to deserve the same curtisy?
Am I not special enough for one to not over look my openness for teasing?
I am ready to give up,
I am ready to call it quits.
Never will I open to another,
never will I give my heart.
For all will be done it for it to be torn apart.
Screw me,
screw my life,
screw my trust,
screw my being.
Oneday maybe someone will be there,
but for now just screw me.
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I am in a depressed mood. I am tired of trying to make friends and nobody sees my genuinosity.
Please tell me what you think
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how is it going rebeka. This is Jesse. I'm sorry to hear that things are going "screwy". I wish I could write a poem to make you happy and realize your worth more then anything in this world. But I know I can't. So I just wanted to let you know that this life here on earth is temporary. And when it is time you will go somewhere to be loved. Loved all the time. When you feel like no one understands where you are just remember.... you got me and jesus. And we both love you a lot. Love you. From Jesse Alford
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