[ lights turned out ]

lights turned out
and all im focused on is your eyes
So many emotions they show
I want to hold tight and never let go
I want to kiss you till all the hurt is gone
Not sure anymore what brings it
nore if I can hold it back myself
Showing itself at all the wrong times
fighting back tears
Im so happy with you
but my heart just skipped
and im back to the past
shakeing but hideing it so well
Fake smile you say
I wish I never had to show that to you..
I never ment to
but the thoughts of T makes me sick
It grows in the pit of my stomach
building up each time
Little things bring it on
and the faintest word sends me over board
So many hours spent with you today..
all you did was walk out the door
and already my heart hurts
I know this is way to strong
the feeling that I feel
so early into this relationship
It scares me..
Am I falling to hard?
Please dont say I am..
Please say the words we speak are true
That when we say forever..
you really mean it.
I got scared tonight..
You being beside me
I dont want this to end
Clothes would have been replaced and all would have been forgotten
cause baby no matter what your word is I will fallow
So many thoughts right now..
So many emotions..
I do love you
What I say is true..