My voice is slient to your ear,
My eyes they always have a tear,
I missed a piece of my heart today,
My Misery of Grief is here to stay,
Another day like this, I'll die,
For I am so sick of when I cry,
She wasn't beside me, singing like I,
I was here, while she sang up high,
I felt her spirit as I sung,
But the pain of losing her already won,
I cry so hard when it ended at last,
The tears descended from my mask,
Hugged by a friend, I long to see,
You right there, singing with me,
Passion of music, stings with grief,
Never again to have some relief,
I cry with anger, I cry with pain,
Until I die, the pain won't sustain.
My eyes they always have a tear,
I missed a piece of my heart today,
My Misery of Grief is here to stay,
Another day like this, I'll die,
For I am so sick of when I cry,
She wasn't beside me, singing like I,
I was here, while she sang up high,
I felt her spirit as I sung,
But the pain of losing her already won,
I cry so hard when it ended at last,
The tears descended from my mask,
Hugged by a friend, I long to see,
You right there, singing with me,
Passion of music, stings with grief,
Never again to have some relief,
I cry with anger, I cry with pain,
Until I die, the pain won't sustain.
Author notes
Today was my MESSIAH performance for Choir, its the BIGGEST concert for the BBMs for the entire school year. I missed Vicki so much tonight. The last song we sung I could feel Vicki's presence so strong, I felt so much peace & yet so much grief to feel her spirit... I don't think I'll ever get over her being gone.
Written December 17th, 2003
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Wow, that was a beatiful poem you wrote, I liked the stanza
I missed a piece of my heart today,
My Misery of Grief is here to stay,
You are a wonderful writer, keep writing.
Chelsea
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Sad but well written


This is as well written as it is sad. I would have loved to hear you sing today and I bet Dad up there would have too. You are so special Sara Dawn and you capture the heart of all who meet you. 

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Love You!
Thanks Dad,
You bring joy to my life each & every day & hope each time I read a comment from you & also a smile, each time I see your poetic name lit up on here
Love You CyberDad...Your the GREATEST!!!
---Sara
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Oh my...... this is, as most of yours are, really rich with honest and deep feelings. You've expressed yourself so perfectly here... when I read this I forget how young you really are. You've been through too much for someone so young.
I only hope that I can bring some happiness back into your life by being the greatest cyberdad in history..... and friend.
Much love,
Dad




