could you

Standing under this shower
the water pours down
Relaxing my whole body

Steam begins to collect
filling up my pores
clensing my skin

I finally let lose
and my body is no longer tence
smileing for the first time, actually meaning it
Thoughts of you fill my head

Hearing the door slam
my body no longer lose
yet tence as if it never was
Hearing his voice
I cringe.. im so scared
What will happen tonight, Will i be the one you hurt
now that your out of cords to cut
and keys to break

Smileing and acting like im the happiest person
You see right through it, eveyrone does
Im never truely happy
unless its her hands thats holding me..
Her body next to mine.

I need this...Fix
I need her body next to mine
Happiness doesnt come easy
finding little loop holes
isnt as easy as i thought it would be
hiding a love this strong, should be a crime
No one should be able to stop you from seeing the one you love
no matter the age, race, gender
Why is it that if your not happy you dont want anyone else to be happy
why must people feel the need to bring others down?

I never got that
Chances are high I never will
But I can say
I have loved someone so much my heart could explode
could you?