Jimmy 1

This stories about a boy. Ya know honestly there nothing really special about him really besides that fact that he can write whatever he feels on paper and the feelings he had before drift away into nothingness. His name is Jimmy. See? Nothing really extraordinary about him. His name is even plain. He goes through everyday life just like you and goes through the same problems. His mom annoys the hell out of him. His dad's not around. His girlfriend... well now ex-girlfriend is always on his mind even though she's pretty much made his life worse since the day the first time they broke up. Yep. Jimmy Heartbroke broke up with Kimberly Brat about five times. I'll explain see Jimmy's one of those guys that... likes to see his girlfriend whenever he can because he genuinely cares about them and honestly loves them. What do you want when you love someone? You want to be around them all you can and when you aren't around them you kinda get that empty feeling inside and you just want to scream at the world for being so cruel as to separate you from her. I mean I think Jimmy could have taken a weekend without her as long as he saw her after that but that wasn't the case for them. In the overall maybe six months they were dating all together. He saw her after-school and on dates and stuff like that about..... ZERO. Fifteen big goose eggs 000000000000000. Trust me if you’re a guy you'll totally understand what it's like to date a girl for 6 months and be nothing but loyal to her and all you get is maybe a text conversation on the weekends and a daily kiss for two seconds. Ladies I’m sure you agree with me two. No matter how much you love your guy or girl (I'm cool with it) never going on a date or seeing each other kinda makes it weird for you. All Jimmy really wanted was to see her once. Even if it didn't lead to sex or even boob. Just being with her when at any given time about ten people aren't watching you kiss when you walk her to the next class. All of Jimmy's problems probably started when her was in his freshman year at Comeback high. He had recently just been totally humiliated by this girl he had a total major humongo crush on. Her name was Kira Washington. She was just so different to him. He was kinda transferring out of his Gangster phase and was starting to turn kinda Punkrocker-Emo-skater. She seemed so cool to him. He tried to impress her so many ways. He thought it would be cool to intimidate guys in front of her. He started lifting weights. He tried smoking even cutting his hair and refusing to wear his glasses. None of these even got her to glance at him. One day though after an assembly she weirdly just started to talk to him. She put her arm around him and he actually got nervous. Trying to play it off he put his arm around her waist and then he boyfriend showed up. It was obvious that the were in a pre-break up stage because she was completely ignoring him or she was just being messed up which wouldn't be the first time. She was definitely notorious for being a really mean girl. So Jimmy believed that maybe she was looking for more of a poetic soul so he thought. All those poems he wrote to make his pain go away might just be the thing that she might like. So he stayed up all night writing. Just letting his feelings for her spill out onto the paper. He confessed his feelings for he and wrote until his hand got so cramped he had to bend his fingers back into regular hand shape. The next week because he had been afraid to give them to her he finally took her aside after school. He told her as he had her hands in his " Kira, ya know I’ve only know you for like a semester now but... I haven't ever felt like this about a girl before.. um I don't know how to exactly say this other then I really like you and I want to know you in kinda a more dating like way." She looked at him with her big blue eyes and said "Aww I had no idea". He asked her then if maybe she would like to be his girlfriend and she wanted to think about it for a day. So the next day and the next day she always said she needed more time. He then realized what maybe happening. She wasn't at all interested in him. He made a last feeble attempt to win her heart by giving her them poems he had wrote for her. She took them and smiled. When he was being picked up he looked at the window one last time at her and what he saw made him so sad. She was sitting there reading the poems to a group of her friends which back then had Kim in it. They were all laughing and Jimmys’ heart sank so far down in his chest. After that he never wrote a single poem again until his last semester in his freshman year. This was around the time he met a girl. She would forever change and destroy his heart. It was Kim Brat. Later on after Jimmy finally got over the Kira incident. He started to notice a girl. Despite her shortness something about her caught Jimmys' eye. A hidden beauty. When she walked by everything seemed to slow down. One day during a passing period when Jimmy was going to drivers ed he finally worked up the nerve to talk to her. He pumped himself up and tried to play it cool. He stopped her and she smile. He said with a false confidence. "Hey, aren't you Kim Kiras 'friend??" those words forever sealed his fate.