i was thinking of you too much to even get to sleep so i decided to check myspace. AJ's cousin josh posted a note confessing his love for his girlfriend. being curious i read it and it made me think of you even more cuz he mentioned how thankful he was that she was in his life and i will never forget the times you tell me how happy you are that we have eachother.
you are always saying that i am the one that deserves love and care and so much more for being there for you when you are the one that deserves so much as well for being such an amazing boyfriend and all around great friend. i will not deny any qualities you love about me, but i adore so much about you, too. you listen, understand, care for me, accept me for who i am and enjoy our time together as much as i do. i am in pure bliss when i can just hold you. you brighten my life so much that just your presence lifts my spirits even when i feel i can be no happier knowing that you are in my life. i love your laugh, smile, hand gestures, that little kink in your nose from when it was punched, softness of your palms, how the hair on your head doesnt match the hair of your gotee... and how that applies to your body as well
(had to throw that in there).i did not know the feeling of true love before meeting you. i am truly in love with you with every cell in my being. i never take any moment we have together for granted even when there are moments when it seems as if im off in my own little world. but you know you are always invited to join me in my own little world any time. your presence in my life is so profound that your essence has molded itself into the folds of my brain. something always finds a way of reminding me of you in any situation even if its so small that one could wonder how it even relates. most of the time i don't even need a trigger to spark thoughts of you. they just pop on their own. i don't have a moment of boredom now. i often wonder how i lived life without you. it makes me appreciate each moment we spend together even more, especially when they unfortunately are brief.
im in love with all of you down to the last hair in your gotee. ^.^ you mean the world to me and i would never do anything to let you think otherwise. my feelings were true and always will be. you are the first and only person i ever want to be in love with. you often find time to declare your feelings for me and why you love me so much because you are good with words, i know that you know that my feelings are true and tell me that i do not need to declare my love in such a verbal way because you already know my loyalty by my just agreeing. its unfortunate in a sense that i found the voice this late at night but also at the same time you wouldnt have to hear my sniffling because yes i am sobbing tears of joy- joy of me knowing that there is a mutual love between us. confidence in knowing that my love for you wont go unfelt and definitly will be returned.
every time i smile with you, i mean it. every time i laugh with you, i mean it. every time i look into your eyes, i enjoy it. every time i hear your voice, i listen. every time i kiss you, i love it. every time i hold you, its worth every moment we are apart. every time i say i love you, its my promise to you that only you have an eternal place in my heart that will never be replaced...
Words cannot define the power and depth of my love for you, so all I can do is simply state:
I love you, Nick <3
~Tarah
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