My Bloody Night Alone...

I wish people could see how i feel
cant they see I'm screaming on the inside?
i want to get free!
one more deep cut on my elegant wrist will take my last heart beat and my last thoughts on this ignorant world called earth.
so i put the blade to my skin once again
i feel the sharp edge on my skin and my heart racing
i watch as my unsteady hand presses down on my pale white skin and moves down the middle of my arm.
i see the blood racing out of the center of my arm
i wonder how long it will take until I'm gone for good.
i lift the bloody razor blade from my skin and watch all the blood drip off my arm onto the hard wooden floor beneath me.
my eyes slowly shut and i hear nothing
i feel nothing
i am nothing...