Always

My dreams can't focus
in a mind where love was
how do I look at a man
through the eyes I looked
how can I speak from the lips that
I kissed someone else with
and how could I love with a heart
I used with someone else?
My heart breaks as if
it was something so tender
Only something so truely innocent can break
Only someone as beautiful as me
one love could turn the sun in me
could turn tears to stars
when I look in his eyes
yet everything always goes back
as stars turned back to tears
and the sun, inside, stop its turn

as if I had written a peice
but could not remember the words!
as always...