As I stared into nothingness,
it seemed to grow until nothing covered everything.
My life had been choked out..
then I became nothing too.
I find myself stuck, emotions in limbo
thinking over & over,
this must be it.
Even breathing helps but
there’s a permanent lump in my throat
& I’m choking back the tears again today.
If this is what loving someone is..
I don’t want any part in it.
Can’t believe this is what’s going to break me..
Never thought anything could hurt like this..
the loss, it's unbearable.
How do I stop this montage of bad memories?
Forever repeating this endless cycle of sadness..
This isn’t my fault but it feels like it.
Author notes
*lysdarling*
A contest entry
- Choose Your Destiny... by Re-invention.
950 points, ended May 9, 2008, 56 entries
Honorable mention
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
honesty appreciated
Comments
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Congrads of the well deserved thropy. I agree with you if this is love, I don't want it.
Joe
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This was an amazing write girl...but hey, keep your head up ok? for me? we cant all be down lol, but then again it seems that thats all any of us can do anymore. But never forget that you are loved, and by many, I love you girl. Chin up k? heart
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been there.DOne that. It sucks I knoe darling, love is the worst of sickness... thanks for entering and good luck!
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your welcome. thanks for the lovely comment. hope the contest goes well!
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