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Tossing my sweeter over my sholder
I walk along the grass
Its wide open path
slowly fallows into the woods, becomeing long and narrow

Looking at the trees
and the sun falling through the gaps in the leafs
shineing on the ground, makeing beautiful patterns

Thinking about my life
How everything has played its self out
Not knowing if I should laugh or cry
Is this what God had planned?
Am I on the right road..

Should I be questioning God?
or should I question myself..
Finding my mind only thinking of you
and my heart beating uncontrolably
You make my world spin
upside down and inside out
Tieing my stomach in knots

Fighting through the vines
that seem to slowly creep themselfs around my ankles
tightning there grips and holding me in place
standing in the middle
hopeing for the best but expecting the worst

Watching the clouds swallow the sun
and the sky fill with angry winds
blowing hard my hair a mess
but im held back for the vines now own
swelling with water
the clouds finaly explode
A million rain drops fall and collect
sliding down my face
I begine to shiver
Nothing can save me now
yet I feel at total peace

Everythings flying
yet I stand at complet ease
trees falling and water riseing
I open my mouth to scream
Anyone.. please help
Yet my voice isnt there
I try to speak, Its gone
now nothing but a soft whisper comes

Looking to the side I see it standing
Hello..
My voice its back, finally my chance to scream
as I take a breath and prepare my lungs
she whispers..
Dont.. im here for you.
Standing in awe I close my mouth
walking to me she touches my face

It will all be over soon my love
For you have carried these burrdens for way to long
touching her lips to mine
Lighting flashes
and im no longer there
yet in this bed so soft and warm
looking up a sign reads
Home.
No more tears.
No more lies..
Your safe.