Memories come over me constantly
Like bad dreams that i don't want to see
Im not sure what i need to be
You try to make me something I'm not
I'm tired of being put on the spot
I don't want this to keep making me so mad
The battles between us are breaking me
'Cause inside it hurts so bad
That I'm raising myself
When it's you that made me
I don't know whats wrong or right
Or why i still put up a fight
I don't know why i do the things i do
Or say the things i say
I don't know why i cared about you this long
I know i can't keep going on this way
So I'll do us all a favor and be gone
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written on 4/17/04
