The million-dollar mystery

I keep wondering whether I am a real human,
I keep wondering if I am some kind of an omen,
I know one thing I am not really terribly worse,
I know one thing I am no cupid's curse;

She is beautifuly, vivacious, but she started it all,
She is simple and seducive , started my fall,
She is always upto sizzling surprises, always keeps me thinking,
She is cryptic, floating hopes prevented my sinking;

We, the world says make a pretty awesome pair,
We, the world says have ferocious fun to share,
We, she and I, have mixed feelings, but one single thought,
We, she and I, are not sure of the final permanent knot;

I offer all I possibly can generously give,
I tell her in peace and happiness we will forever live;
I woo her, convince her, I am her best wonderful bet,
I confide in God, swear she will never ever regret.

She is still not clear, she keeps adding to my woes,
She surprises, she keeps me always on my toes,
She , the world knows is a million-dollar mystery,
We, god only knows might marry, rewrite history...