I hate this feeling.

The grass stopped growing for that moment.
When you're lips didn't think before they parted.
And out of them came tears on my cheeks.
I wanted to run from you and hide.
But I know I couldnt leave you.
I know that I'm too weak.

Its not that I don't love you.
I love you more than anyone ever will.
But sometimes its hard to remember exactly why I stay.
When things start to hurt just as bad as they do right now.

I know that I really do need you.
To wake up, to sleep, to move, to breathe.
I know that I really want you.
But I might be selfish for prolonging this dream.

Theres nothing out there for me.
That I cant find in your kiss.
But if thats true then why cant I think of a reason.
To smile when we are laying together like this?

You keep asking me whats wrong...
I'm sorry that I can't find my voice.
I seem to have lost it somewhere along the way.
And now I'm wondering what else I've lost.

I keep smiling at you.
Because you're crying.
I hate to see you cry.
And I know that I care about you.
But I just feel like our life together is dead.

This will pass by tomorrow I hope.
And then again I'll feel again how I love you so.
Until then I wont sleep well tonight.
Because for some reason, somewhere I think there is more.