My Note

I want to apologize to all my friends and family for everything, I put them through; good or bad. I wasn’t the greatest friend, heck I wasn’t good at anything and I’m sorry for everything that I have done to you guys. I want you to forgive me but I’m sure none of you will. I want everyone to wear white at my funeral, I was living too much in the darkness and now I want light. I want to be cremated and if any of my friends want a piece of my ashes please put it in film canisters to make up for all the pictures they don’t have of me. Also, I wish that my funeral song is ‘The Saddest Song” By The Ataris, it was hard to choose what song to choose for I find the meaning of all the songs, if you can please listen to Linkin Park’s Minutes to Midnight album, I felt that album was the story of my life. I don’t care what happens to my stuff, but burn all my drawings, paintings, poems, writings, and stuff like that. They are useless and were never that good. All I wanted was to be free and fly and now I hope I can… Please, forgive and leave out all the rest. I loved all of you guys, but darkness was no companion of mine that I liked. I can’t explain everything in this and I only hope that this will make up for everything…

To my Friends,
To all of you I'm grateful to and glad I could have great friends as you guys.

To my Family,
I love you and some of you need to grow up, I will miss you!!