I hate what you've become, I hate how you treat me, but why is it your the only thing I can think of

I hate what you've become,
I hate how you treat me,
But why is it that your the only thing I can think of?

For many of nights I've been awoken from my sleep in tears,
because of you,
everything comes back to me as I sit there and remember events from the past.

I wont it back to the way things use to be,
were you smiled more,
and were you were happy.

I want you to see me like you use to see me,
but at the moment all you can see is hatred toward me,
and the funny part is I've done nothing to you.

You don't trust me,
you don't talk to me,
your constantly useing your strength to hurt me.

But in the end your face is the only one that I see,
and then when I wake up the hot tears of my nights dreams circle around me,
I want you to see you the way I see you.

stop the little bad boy act,
the way you look at me with such hatred,
and for the life of me I can't hate you back.

I've tried to be nice,
I've tried to understand your faults,
but your to complicated to read.

Why is it you hide yourself from the world,
how is it that you can't see what I see,
why can't you just stop and come back to me.

Dont let me taken by the darkness and the temptaions of this world,
help me not to lose track of my life and go back down the wrong path,
Please don't let me go back to the one before you.

I let myself feel these feelings for you,
and now you decide that you just don't want anything to do with me anymore,
and for the life of me I can't stay mad at you.