This is to deep

Tossing and turning
upon this couch my head does lay
counting sheep, 1..2..3
still nothing works

This image I hold, deep in my thoughts
makes sleeping come not so easy
wanting you beside me
To feel your warmth, Your heart beating

To think one month
In just two days
Will I see you I ask
Can my thoughts rest easy?

Why does this matter so much
The love we hold for one another
Its been almost a month
and already your the only person in my mind

My son adores you
With that you should tell
That truly means the world to me

His restless nights end
due to a shirt he finds comfort in
Somethings telling me its real
When not only do I love you
My son does to
He not even being one..

Such an amazing feeling you give me
excited and anxious when I get to see you
Sad and lonely when were apart
So many emotions I gained
and only one I lost
Hurt.
Nothing could ever compare to what you did for me
Reaching so deep inside
knowing this is real..
this cant end.. for you I need.