the needles stare at me
point at me they do
tell me want to see the blood
you know what to do
I slowly pick it up
get to work scraping then digging
finally i see it trickling then flowing
down my leg crimson glows
i come back to reality
realize what i've done
Clean up all the mess
and act like nothings wrong
Author notes
i didn't write this to advertise cutting, neither did i try to imply tht i do, i posted this because it's what make me me, and i hope it captivates the reader and opens there mind to show them if you cut your not always suicidal, cuz i know people who cut and are still alive. So please think twice before you start critizing those who do. The only exception is unless they are sawing body parts off or there skin looks like ground meat.
what do you honestly think?
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"i come back to reality
=realize what i've done
Clean up all the mess
and act like nothings wrong"
I have a few scars myself.... It is a control thing. I think almost everybody grows out of cutting once they grow older and feel like they have more control over their lives.
I would never criticize, whatever it takes to keep you sane. Cutting is a form of self therapy You are actually helping yourself, even if others think you are hurting yourself. Don't feel terrible, your not. Great write.
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Lol...
You're so defensive!
You are right, people cut because they 'need' to, because they do not know what else to do. You are also right that it does not make you suicidal, better hurt yourself than someone else, right?
Of course, There are more effective ways of handling the situation, it's just finding out what's right for you.
I'll chat more through message.
Great write, BTW- it's exactly the way it goes... Oooh look what I've done...! Ooops, better act like it isn't there...
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