Depression. Betrayal. Lost.
All those words conjugated in one; Love.
I can't deny it anymore. Suspension. Attention.
I can't evade this no more. Confusion. Illusion.
And I need him more than I ever thought I did. Falling. Crashing.
And I fear for this heart to shatter again. Calling. Trashing.
Patch me up with hopes and dreams and shatter me whole.
Fill me until I can't hold it anymore; you know I'm easy at falling.
I can't take this anymore. Why her? Why?
Depression. Conclusion. Sedation.
Unspoken words remain in forgotten looks and regretful smiles;
While you walk away and I mourn your goodbye and my lack of will.
Could've. Should've. Didn't. Won't. Never.
Somehow I knew this would lead to another goodbye and lingering hope.
Somehow I knew you'd walk away without saying one word.
Distortion. Commotion. Division. Submision.
Goodbye. Remorse. Heart's at pain. Heart is gone. Heart is done.
I'll leave this hope forsaken. This pain I must evade and yet forget.
And I can't but must try. Misery. Damage. Restrained. Remained. Frozen.
~♥~
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