On This Day

On this day I swear to survive,
On this day I swear to never die,
On this day I swear to always love you,
On this day I will remember you,
On this day I will avenge you,
On this day I die and join you in death,
But till that day I will always be here,
I will always love you,
I will always survive and fight for you,

So forgive me this day for what I’ve done,
Forgive me for killing in hate and anger,
For wasting my life and your love,
For devoting myself to a pointless cause,
Forgive me for killing you with words,
Forgive me for not saving you when I could,
And forgive me now for what I must do,

Remember this I will always love you no matter what,
Remember the good times and the bad,
Remember the strength you showed that day,
That day we all remember,
The day the earth was scorched,
Remember that I still miss you to this day,
That I am still thinking of you constantly,
Remember that I love you,

The path I walk is set I’m sorry what must happen,
Sorry for what will happen,
And for what can happen,
I’m sorry for all the lives I must take,
I’m sorry for all the hearts I must break,
And for destroying everything only to leave,
I’m sorry so sorry for leaving,
I just wanted to make you happy,
But I just pushed you further away,

The darkness surrounding infected you,
Made you hate and despise,
Made you petty and shallow,
For that I am sorry,
But it also gave you strength for what must happen,
What will come soon on the winds of change,
For the war that looms,
I miss you,
I love you. Goodbye