How could I blame you..?

Walking a lonesome walk
knowing it wouldn't have been this way
And with every step I take
feeling the emotion of guilt
that circulates within my blood

Beating my feelings of affliction
trying to move from the obstacles
of this fear
Blaming myself for everything
that went wrong

But this is in my nightmare
In reality,you never gave me an opportunity
like being surrounded by burning fire
I could never get close to you

Instead of coming out of the fire
you expected me to put the fire out
I tried,but I wasn't enough
or good enough even

Yet I knew
I never had the heart to blame you
How could I blame an angel
of putting me through hell
when it was sent from Heaven