Dearest ,
I did not address anyone in particular
mainly because I do not know who will find
this letter first. Please promise that you won't
feel guilty, that what I did was because of
something you did or didn't do, because I promise
that it probably had nothing what-so-ever
to do with you.
I know reading this is probably tearing you apart
but I beg of you to try and understand. For so long
my heart has been hurting, and I just could not deal
with the pain anymore. Too many things have gone wrong,
too many times I was left alone to cry. I have no tears
left and my heart just cannot keep beating. I tried to get
your attention but you just couldn't see. I am not mad at you
and I will always love you, and I'm sorry but this is my final
good-bye. By the time you find this letter, I will have reached
my final resting place, my eternal sleep.
Tell my parents to be strong, and my siblings that I love them
and that I will be watching over them, when I'm up in Heaven.
I love you and good-bye
ME
Author notes
this was the letter i had written last summer when i attempted suicide, the letter they never found...
please comment
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I never tried suicide. I thought about it, But I never did it. I was too scared to.
Now I'm kinda sad, Just the thought I'd have never gotten to know you is saddening.
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Such an eloquently written letter. I'm glad the letter was never found, and your bid to end your life failed. You're a great friend Darc.
Well done for having the courage to post this and admit the path you walked.
Bravo!!!
'D'
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Although the letter is sad, it shows much intelligence and dialect. The wording alone is very much a way of saying I'll be alright, and that a gripe with death is better than the real thing. But, there is always the hope that things will get better. The read was very well thought out, when letters like this are usually not. A chance of survival here, love!
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Those of us who do consider the path of taking our lives often write a final letter. I empathized and understood every word and every emotion and feeling here. Though it is of little consolation, I am glad that it was never found. I like you alive way better lol
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WOw i love it its the perfect blend of dark and depressing
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cool im woreking on one from this last saterday
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i wrote something similar with the same outcome. no one should ever have to feel that way, but its expressed nicely
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wow..see i never wrote a letter or prepared anything when i attempted suicide by overdose about 2 yrs ago. three ppl who were involved in my life back then had a feeling but really no idea. guess i'm not one for last words and sentiments. i was done and ready to die. unfortunately for me i was found and rushed to the er. its alll a blurr. the days before and after but i escaped the hospital with my dad n ex at the time's help n ran off to la for the night. it was surreal. so in short i relate to the situation and this was a very personal thing for you to post.
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Aww Ash if you ever get to this point you get a hold of me. I dont ever want to hear that you did something to yourself. Your too coll a friend. I'm really glad you failed. The letter/poem. Well lets jsut hope another one is never written again.
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Wow this is very creative and really in depth. I did enjoy reading it because it was not meant for anyone in particular. But if you beleive that there is a heaven then you would know that committing suicide is not the ticket to there. Just a contradiction i wanted to point out>
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wow squishy...chills....
I hope you never have need for anything like this again, not before realizing you have ppl you can turn to
much lubb
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I think I wrote a letter once... it was a 'just in case'. I think it was because I overdosed on some pain relievers one night. Either that or it was whenever I thought I was gonna kill myself that night... I've been through things as well, dearest niece.. you can always IM me if you ever need anyone.
Love ya.
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I may steal this one day for my suicide note. I love it
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