screams in my head

My head's fucked up, somethings just not right,  I feel messed up,  I need help, Someone come and help me.

What is going on, it's all kind of foggy, hazy, and grey,  I'm screaming in my head, can't you hear me screaming.

The confusion is so painful,  stabbing at my soul,  I scream for you to save me, but you walk right past as though you don't hear.

The paranoia consumes me,  trusting no one is my survival, please don't let me loose you,  your're love is what keeps me alive.

Fuck, my heart is broken,  I scream to you for help,  I wish that you could fix it,  but my screams are only in my head.

Darkness lurks in the shadows, hiding in each nook and corner,  it follows me everywhere I go, it makes the paranoia grow.

Could I be insane, or could the evil really be there,  If only my screams could make it past my lips, then maybe you could come to my rescue.

Why do I draw a blank, on ways to let you see, if only you could see, then you could rescue me.

My love, I call to you, yet the calls are only in my head, if only you could see how fucked up I am, then maybe you could help me.

The evil follows me, in the darkest corners of my mind.  One day I will reach you, my love, one day you will understand.

the fathoms of a secret mind, ..... this secret mind of mine