Ever Happens

See nothing good ever happens in my life
I can't even have a conversation with someone
without picking a fight
or putting them on hold
to wipe away the tears
and whisper to myself
my only fear that has already come true
I got my heart broken
there's nothing more anyone can do.
So I go on like nothing's wrong
because I don't want no one to think
I'm anything less than strong
because I have been through a lot of stuff in my life
getting beat, slapped, and getting into fights
my life is no fairy tale
no picture perfect stuff you see on T.V.
this is real reality
this is just me.
Nothing good ever happens
so I don't know why I still cry
even with this guy
I'll find a way to drive him away
I'm a magnet for disaster
nothing good will ever come my way.