Standing in all my insecurities
anxiety weighs upon me so heavily
you are the only one that can calm me
and yet, you are the very thing that makes me so anxious.
Time stands still as I walk in daydreams
thoughts of you drift through my head
I have tried so hard to think of anything else
the unknowing of your feelings is killing me slowly.
Obsessive thoughts bring me to a boiling point.
I need to see you daily.
Even more, I need you to see me
Even for a moment, if only to remind you
that I exist in this world.
Unable to stop when I know it's too much,
compulsively I come to you.
Oh the peace I long for.
The excitement of you is intoxicating
but I am imprisoned in these feelings
a caged girl, longing to break free
of all the obsessive thinking
the compulsivity of my actions,
every insecurity in my heart
causing me such anxious tendencies.
This is my love for you
Just a little OCD.
Author notes
I have OCD tendencies.
I realized today that I am very anxious about a certain someone...and suddenly my actions have become a little more clear...huh.
Tell me what you think.......
Comments
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oh wow.
this is absolutely amazing. it was an exceptional write. i really liked it and honestly have no complaints whatsoever. you made it easy to understand how you were feeling and the imagery was just so....perfect that i could almost feel it myself. and i absolutely love the title of this piece! isn't it a bit of a play-off of the first line of a famous poem (who's name i forget right now lol)? either way, it fits perfectly. i liked this. glad you put it up!
-Darkness
Ps. i'd add more applause if i could! xD
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really good write. I can feel the conflic of emotions. very powerful.
Kathryn
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