I think it was all in my head.
I made you up,
I made you better than you are.
Every sign you showed me, all the signals that I saw,
it was only my imagination playing tricks on me again.
There were never any flowers,
the music never played.
All our conversations,
were just the chatter in my mind.
Looks that suggested feelings
I merely painted on your face
I just feigned your interest
It was only the caffeine overdosing my brain.
I think wanted this too much
so I conjured up the dream.
I was looking for a fairy-tale
so I made you up magically.
But here is the truth I must admit,
I can't stay inside my head.
I made you more than you ever were,
You're the dream I'll live to regret.
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all that I wanted,
it just wasn't enough
to come true.
