I was uncomfortable (to my dad)

Every time
You run back to her.
Every time
You lie to me.
Talking about how
Your life
It will be back on track.
How we can work on the relationship
That we once had
The relationship lost in tears
And buried in the lies.
I can’t bear to see you
Not like that
Your dad just passed
Why don’t you call your mom
To see how she is doing?
Dad, I was happy
Then I came over
And it was the worst
The worst thing I have seen
Your house was so small
I couldn’t breathe
Your fridge so empty,
Along with cabinets.
Your eyes were so…
Vacant.
It hurt me
And I didn’t want you
Not around me anyway.
Not to see you
All hurt
You couldn’t even think for yourself
I was so uncomfortable,
You can’t blame me
Or my sister
For what you have lost
And for what you will
Never have again.
Don’t blame me for not inviting
You to my graduation
To my wedding
And eventually
My baby shower.
Don’t look at me and patronize me
Because I was uncomfortable