This is My Beginning

I envision something great and spectacular coming
So real that many fingertips can feel it
But I did not know where to start
I imagine of what a feeling would be
Of my borders protected
And my treasures concealed
Ruling what was truly mine
But I did not know where to start
My advisers seek to manipulate me
To seize my throne beneath my toes
Harshly questioning my motives and my belief
And why did I let them?
Because I was afraid of my own judgment?
Because I was afraid to seem arrogant?
Of how strong I was?
Of whom do I truly represent?
My journey began with these questions
This was where I started
And looking all around me
I was thankful and grateful
To have another day to see my kingdom
To have another day where what I have is mine
That under my journey was missions
Adventures waiting to be discovered
This was where I began
To rule myself
To have my advisors to stay only as advisors
With me being the empress
Of my soul and it's empire