Am I going insane?
I stare at the clock as it spins
time, is it real?
or is this all a figment of my imagination
something all in my dreams
but I have dreamt the nightmare all too long
is it non-fiction?
tell me before it is too late
I'm trapped in this labyrinth
pondering what I should do
Am I going insane?
the fear consumes me
it feels as if there is a rubber band over me
crushing my chest
my heart begins racing ,
my lungs gasping for air
run onto the streets
sweating wildly
taking short quick breathes
as I enter the hospital
time starts to pass
but I'm frozen in a trance of pain
as I watch these people in their normal lives ...
I wonder, Am I going insane?
I find myself looking at the same fate
the same question I cannot answer myself
as I turn to the door
and walk away ....



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