Seep away from the paradoxical smiles and frozen looks,
And rapture the moment when you never felt this fear...
Become vitriolic to the obnoxious laughs and satire lines,
and remind yourself, this fear CAN be beat,
No matter how hard it seems to be...
Take one more blow for life, you worsen fear,
and iluminate your way to another upheaval rutine...
Life is given to learn, to sway, to fall and to rise,
You must never bewilder the facts from the opinions... Never...
And yes, I shatter, for life is my fear and death is my desire,
Life has been nothing but a wistful memory and a constant reminder of disdain...
Oh life how I shiver, for this constant remedy has lost it's effect on me...
And I withhold this sicken feeling of loving you so,
As for moments I wish life could be transfixed and yet it seems barren of love...
And yes, I fall and crawl for I have misled my proper priority and proper will,
I lay tonight on My deathbed and I declare my condolences to those who will fall...
Oh life how I froze and yet failed to engulf this pain and reveal the person,
everyone thought I could never be...
And one more blow in this shattered life,
has made me understand,
that what I fear is not love nor loneliness,
but the concetrated meaning of what we call,
Life.
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