behind the blacks that i dress
behind the liquid that melts on my face
a heart that is afraid and full of stress
and heavy weight that would never displace
It isn't my fault that i cry the rain for living
It's not my fault i do what makes me do
It's not my fault that you don't treat me like humanbeing
But i know it's your fault my happiness blew
You're extremly self-centred that i can't be forgiving
all the things that you did to me turned me into something new
you expect me to be a slave of a king
well my attitude is reflection of you
cause of the blaring sins that i create
and all the bossiness and rudness that i sling
tried to run ;spread my wings to bate
but your torture makes me down i swing
how auntumn i am is all you rate
you lie and expect me to be spring
now time to get what you gave me
time to feel what was inside all along
you made me bleed with painful misery
imortal pain raining is where you belong
bye bye to you my beloved archenemy
bye bye, bye bye to whom made me tear
say your byes to what makes you happy
with all the pride "your dead" I cheer
