What Ive Done

                Trembling i write my dreams,
                seconds after slamming them away,
                i swear i tried with all ii had,
                how the fuck did this happen today....
Trembling i write my world,
i thought id won this fight,
what the fucks the matter with me,
howd this happen tonight....
                Trembling i write reality,
                just a shity repeat of my past,
                why did i let this happen,
                i needed this to last....
Trembling i write anger,
i fuckin hate the way i fell,
i needed this so fuckin bad,
and slammed it all to hell....
                  Trembling i write hate,
                  i hate this desperate pain,
                  ill never fuckin forgive myself,
                  i had so much left to gain....
Trembling i write my poems,
maybe now youll fuckin see,
my poems arent negative fairy tails,
there the world ive made for me....

                                          By Sara