something to never forget.

there's this guy. i am madly in love with. and he is madly in love with me. he makes me smile without trying. he holds me close. so close i can always hear his heart beat. creepy as it sounds our hearts beat at the same pace. i am always thinking of him. i am always smiling now. he has changed my life so much. and also when he holds me so close and so tight i never want him to let me go. and everytime i'm with him i fall deeper in love with him. when we are together everything's perfect. when we kiss, time freezes and i never want time to unfreeze. when we kiss i lose my breathe and he somehow helps me come back. he makes me smile more than i ever have. makes me laugh so much and so hard. makes me get nervous (butterflies). i don't cry anymore unless it's because i'm laughing too hard. and now i know that life has so much more to offer. and i don't ever want to resort to ending my life early again. because if i do that i won't get to be with him or see what the future has to offer us. and i'd rather live the rest of my life happy, in love, and with him for as long as my life will let me. i really want that happily ever after fairytale dream come true.