Will You Go?

heart divided
but can the heart mend?
does it bend back into shape
like it was before?
looking back at times you had
are you glad its over
or does the memory leave you sore?
can you leave-run-and not look back?
can you go and not turn back?
not want it back
hearts will break
you cannot make
EVERYONE happy
what do YOU want?
what makes YOU happy?
do you know?
are you winging letting go
or do you have a plan
signs are pointing
but where to?
start over on your own?
or with this someone new?
so many questions in my mind
my heart is in a bind
-Dont Go-
he says
but do you listen?
how many times have you
pleaded that same question
and still watched him leave
left to grieve
do the same?
is this the game?
he wants to know
WILL YOU GO
and not look back
cant turn back
one way track
to WHERE?
hardest decision of your life
affecting so many lives
what do you want for your own?
what happened to that voice
inside your head
it cant be dead
I dont know how this will end
or if it will
this struggle within
and this struggle on the outside
no more room to hide
time is running short
running late
I needed time to think
but none of my thoughts are straight
  is it too late?
do I go or do I stay?
I no longer know the way
    OUT
if I ever knew it before