left

the buzzing sun sets on a hot summer day.
the orange rays glide across the smooth purple sky.
the shadows of trees in the distance are solid black figures
and i am left alone.

my hopelessness smothers me as i try to rise with the moon.
my breathing is slow and cold and heavy like an early mornng fog.
i open my hand to reach you but it is left open and cold
and i am left alone.

my mind races for an answer to where you could be.
thoughts are piling up and a feeling of dread overcomes me as i break down.
my tears pour out like raindrops from a spring storm
and i am left alone.

the answer is clear to me as i calm myself down.
my actions and words have driven you away.
the wall around my heart and soul had been to much for you
and i am left alone.

i gather my composure with a profound slience.
the relization of my true self has been bitter sweet.
times mocks me and streches on for more than forever
and i am still left alone.