The Shame Of another day

It’s hard to let go of this shame that possesses me
(Its hard to reach out its impossible to escape I cant hide from the shame of another day,)
I sit back and watch the people closes to me suffer in the agony of another shameful day
Rest in peace Renee I will always miss you I am sorry I wasn’t able to see you before you went away I would have given anything just to hug you once again you always meant so much to me like a mother filling me up with hope I’m really sorry your gone,
(Its hard to reach out its impossible to escape I cant hide from the shame of another day,)
Fuck Theory that cant fix me only I can but its harder than it seems its just so much easier to give in but I cant I know I have a lot to live for but don’t make it any less hard,