nobody

letting go of everything
My mind finally releases
Everything clears
The fog is gone

I look to my left
then to the right
The night air is so cold
when i realize your not there

Running away from this hurt
This anger i hold inside
I want nothing to do
With myself any longer
If I could leave my body i would
I would dissolve

Feeling the clouds suround me
and my body is now consumed
swallowed whole from this pitch black sky
passing these satellites, I thought was stars
Feeling bad for getting mad at God
For never granting any wish i wished apon those stars

Fighting this air bubble
that now takes up my stomach
I think quick
Is this life the one i want
Is this how love feels?
Does it really matter?

Did i get played I ask..
When privet become unprivet
and my nose gets the best of me
Did I ask for this?
Can it be that this is just my pay back

I no longer hurt
The love you give
it fills me to the top
no longer am i gone
No longer do i wish to die

So now i ask..
Is this a dream?
Did i float away
or am i still standing
with the lights out??