"Can I Move On?"

I don't know if I should fix this
or if its even wrong,
I feel confused and blinded
clinging on to the question:
Can I move on?
images of betrayal
collapse around me,
I love them both, I need them both
but what is more important
because I can't have them both
not in the way that I want...

memories of sweet kisses and compliments
I know I'm in love,
Is it right for me to stop?
Can I stop?

If only they could read my mind
and do what's best for me
but maybe they would be too selfish
and would forget what it is that I need
Spin me in circles
and don't forget my name
I love you
why can't things be the same?
Give me a day, and maybe all will change
Maybe I'll wake up, without these thoughts of blame
I'll wake up, and everything will be okay