Arisen

Your hatred hurts me like daggers,
piercing through my mental flesh,
puncturing what keeps me sane,
Why do you hate me so,
I never did anything to hurt you,
Still you hurt me?


you seem to keep me on a spiritual leash,
Keeping me here against my will,
Breaking down my body and mind,
You may think I'm insane,
but inside I am dying,
With dry tears dripping into my lap.


Take these rusted chains off my wrists,
I can feel the blood running from beneath,
Remove the razor blades of rememberance from my arms,
Heal the scars that criss-cross my neck,
I don't want to feel this pain anymore,
Why don't you just end my life,
Have I not suffered enough for the sins I did not commit.


I never wronged you,
Never felt lust for another,
but still you deny the truth,
I wanted you once,
but now I just want you to die,
to let you bleed out,
to restore what you have stolen from me,
and return to my former state of death.