Falling in between

You die,i cry
you love,i hate
How can i stay in this world
without you?
you're dead,i'm alive
you're old,i'm young
as i watch your corpse go into the ground,
i scream without making a single sound
Inside i feel like my heart has been stabbed
you've died,i die
Now i can be with you forever
where shall we go?
Heaven,hell or elsewhere
Are we to be stuck in the afterlife?
we are stuck together as one now.
never separating,never taking other paths
i'm going my own way and you follow
i want to decide
in between heaven or hell or somewhere else.
i've fallen, you've risen
you are at Earth and i'm down here.
i've fallen into the choice
heaven or hell
decide between two worlds
Alone.