Opening the door into my brain
darkness.
I'll give you a flashlight,
but that won't help.
What not to understand?
Why can't you figure this out?
Dificult.
I'll write this down.
How do you feel?
Paid to exhume ME?
I am but a corpse,
laid to hate,
laid to "rest".
I'm not dificult.
Streams of angst, anxiety
Vomit on my favorite fucking shirt.
I'm lost.
Found me?
Didn't think so.
The only thing I'm refusing is myself.
Toiled until I'm effortless.
Eyes can't focus,
Mind racing a mile a minute...
And you can't hold me.
Like an angel,
I've fallen from grace.
Shield my eyes from these lies
From this pain.
Take me away.
Send me away.
Such a burden.
But you convince me otherwise.
Can't believe it.
Can't believe me.
Medication can't fix me.
They just make me sicker.
All the therapy..
Hopes.
Dreams.
Nothing but a wish list.
Blinded eyes from education.
I'm a failure.
I'm a failure.
I'm a fucking failure.
Author notes
I just don't know anymore...
Tell me whatcha think.
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A very powerful and sad write Hun...you expressed your emotions so wonderfully here! Please let me know you are ok when you are on here...OK?
I Love You...
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I'm doing alright, mum.
Just a little hard times right now.. it just sucks.
I appreciate how you support me and everything.. I know that we don't KNOW each other.. but I just feel like I've known you for a while.
You're my angel, kay? :]
I love you sooo much!!!!!
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Well I am here for you! If you need to talk you message me anytime. I care about how you feel and how you are! I know that you and I and many poets spill thier emotions into their words...I see that in your wonderful poetry. But just do not forget that I got your back all the time like you got mine!!! I love you and send you many bright blessings!!!
Your angel...K!!!
You are also one of mine!
Mom....'essssssssssssssss
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