The Reason Im Still Here

its just you and me
you send my brother off to bed
no one is here to save me
the first hit is to the head
im scared to death
laying here on the floor
all i can do
is stare at the door
time is ticking
ticking away
there is no where to run
so i have to stay
next is a kick to the stomach
a stomp to my back
a blow to my face
my head gets another smack
i then feel the blood
dripping from my mouth
its hard to see
everthing is heading south
she then yells
for me to get up
to get some water
and fill a cup
after rinsing my mouth
i get ready for more
im thrown down
i dont know if i can take it anymore
she then leaves
i go off to bed
then i start thinking
thinking about why im not dead
i then relize why im alive
thinking about my friends
about their crushes
all their little trends
and how much i miss them if i were dead
because of them
i have nothing to fear
they are my reason
the reason im still here